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Seeing as a few folks are going to end up here.

Mon Dec 22, 2008, 3:31 AM
  • Mood: Artistic
  • Listening to: Music.
  • Reading: What I'm watching.
  • Watching: What I'm reading.
Sam would always ask, in almost every argument, are you breaking up with me? That never worked. I always told her if it ever came to that, there would be no messing around, it would just be over.
It has been for about a month now, when she made it clear she did not want to talk about what should be done and how.
I didn't read the emails she sent at first but even those were not long before the last time my family and I tried to contact her parents and were asked to hold the line because her mum was out shopping. We asked her to call back.
Lets be frank, any parent would think alright who is this guy I want to talk to him sounding very pissed off when they ask.
This of course did not happen, otherwise something would have been worked out.

Did you love her. Yes
Did you break up with her. Yes
Are you happy you had to. No
Does everyone there know. Yes
Do they know her side of the story. Yes
Are you worried about the day a boy, girl, woman or man saying you're their father. No
Do you still love her. No

Just how I have told everyone.
It is a shame all this may not have happened.
If Sam picked up a phone and dialed a number, for the first time, in two years.
If you're thinking it just a phonecall then why would possibly be hard?
Everyone I've told has had the same reaction along the lines of I would have or just a phone call how hard is that?
Before I found out it didn't cost too much on the land line my cell cost £1 ($2 back then) a minute. Didn't stop me from calling.

That might be about it for now might add more some time.
You may be thinking, why the detail?
One of the best things about truth is you can remember it to every last one. Lies have to be kept short in hope you will remember the stories you're making. You never know when somebody, say, myself may be around when you change it to tell the next person.
Then put the facts together and find out you were lying about other things, then going from that one realize that a claim of morbid vengeance was also false meaning a certain Ex boyfriend did get away with rape, not he had not already but without consequence either

But enough of this for now.

I'mupI'mup

Fri Oct 31, 2008, 5:05 AM
  • Mood: Vengeful
  • Listening to: Some impressive piano work.
Kay bloody strange happenings at work, the boss usually tries to make an example of me. I had already learned how to do everything before he took over so I don't do it his way.

So I called his threat of a dissaplinary, (without recorded warnings)I didn't expect these kind of results. Pretty much the moment I made him aware I know how things work..

He changed the dissaplinary to a 1-1 chat.. and wanted his boss to listen in.
Then didn't tell me when he wanted that to happen and has not mentioned it since.
Now both him and his familiar are trying to get me on their good side.

With the kind of stuff I know..
I'm holding the stores selfdestruct button in my hands and loving every second of it.

alright as for.. referals and such I dunno anyone who's made comments here on my page.
Don't worry there's not an ocean of em.

Well now.

Mon Oct 20, 2008, 5:09 AM
  • Mood: Content
  • Listening to: ... Well I want to listen to something now you ask
Phil told be to just draw when I told him I couldn't.. So I did.
I think I'll put them in my scrap book.

A few people.. and realy a few knew I had some story knocking around in my head with One. Well I dropped it, way too easy to compare with other stuff we have all seen before.
I guess I already knew I was going to do that long ago when I never got that Tuit I wanted. The round one.
Instead, and it happened yesterday whilst working. I came up with a new one. Much shorter.. simpler and felt a lot better. I got into it and finshed the whole thing before my shift finished. Just had to write it. I'm not a good writer but even then I enjoyed it.

All I need is a little design work before I start the actual strip.

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Sun Apr 27, 2008, 3:19 PM
  • Mood: High
Short hand version talked to Phil for a bit ealier, may peak more later..
Short hand version, we both trying to draw.. and both drinkin. This is a good age we live in.

Tomorrow

Wed Feb 6, 2008, 3:20 PM
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Tv.
  • Playing: Kill the T-A.L.O.S
I'm going post some art.. was going to do it tonight but as I was looking at re-installing my scanner I thought.. wait you fool, this stuff's on A3.
So scanner being too small for that, I'll sort it out tomorrow afternoon.

-Edit-

Have some of the files sorted, I'll submit them when I'm finished with work.

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